Because he's the Demon Prince's right-side man, and what he says, goes.
[He lets out a low sigh. Lucifer...it's funny, how distance makes him miss his brothers this much. It...hurts, deep down.]
He basically is like. Mr.Rules. I don't like rules! I just wanna do my own thing! But noooooo, it's "you shouldn't have stolen my first copy of The Master and Margarita and sold it online, Mammon"! It's "you need to get off your ass and do some jobs instead of trying to scam people on the stock market, Mammon"! It's "you scumbag, you idiot, you failed your third semester in a row and didn't even turn in your essay on demon pacts with humans"! Ughhhh! Just thinkin' of him gets on my nerves!
...That's... [She understood possible intention... up until the namecalling started. Now she's just kind of torn. A brother with good intentions, perhaps, or just a jerk?]
...Is that really the kind of person I reminded you of?
[He isn't expecting the question, blinking for a moment as he processes.]
Oh. [A shake of the head.] No. [Ah, he really messed up.] It was just...in the moment...
[He falls silent for a moment, his expression a little pained.]
I'm just used to my brothers callin' me names, and lecturin' me on what to do and what not to do, and...I know they care about me, that's why they do it. I care about them, a whole lot...but its just what I expect. Lucifer isn't even the only one. I guess I do cause them a lot of trouble, but its just tiring to hear them call you a scumbag, or lazy, or an idiot...like, I'm tryin'...
[He glances away. His eyes look a little wet.]
Sorry. I just expected to hear a lecture...even though I know you wouldn't do that.
[Ah. That was a lot all at once. Still, the clarification of misunderstanding does get Luna to relax a bit, her smile apologetic.]
I see.
...Apology accepted. [She thinks over her next words carefully.] I don't think it's a bad thing to have people you love who let you know your mistakes from time to time. That's a healthy way to grow. But...
Insults are just... just a way to do exactly the opposite, regardless of intent. Why would anyone want to do better when all they receive is words that belittle them...?
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[Criticism and wanting to change is one thing. Being belittled for evry little thing is another. Mammon sniffles, reaching up to wipe at an ye with a sleeve. There's this simmering feeling of sadness, of guilt, emotions he hasn't experienced all too much...he wonders why they;re being felt now.]
Ah, but I have no say in it. I just have to work hard, I guess. Be the best brother I can be.
She's going to tentatively cross the distance, pulling out a piece of lilac-colored cloth and carefully pressing it into his free hand. Don't ruin your nice clothes, Mammon!]
Please don't be hard on yourself.
I think I might have really enjoyed to have a brother like you. Indulgence is lovely in small amounts when directed to another person, don't you think?
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[He lets out a low sigh. Lucifer...it's funny, how distance makes him miss his brothers this much. It...hurts, deep down.]
He basically is like. Mr.Rules. I don't like rules! I just wanna do my own thing! But noooooo, it's "you shouldn't have stolen my first copy of The Master and Margarita and sold it online, Mammon"! It's "you need to get off your ass and do some jobs instead of trying to scam people on the stock market, Mammon"! It's "you scumbag, you idiot, you failed your third semester in a row and didn't even turn in your essay on demon pacts with humans"! Ughhhh! Just thinkin' of him gets on my nerves!
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...Is that really the kind of person I reminded you of?
[HMMMMM]
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[He isn't expecting the question, blinking for a moment as he processes.]
Oh. [A shake of the head.] No. [Ah, he really messed up.] It was just...in the moment...
[He falls silent for a moment, his expression a little pained.]
I'm just used to my brothers callin' me names, and lecturin' me on what to do and what not to do, and...I know they care about me, that's why they do it. I care about them, a whole lot...but its just what I expect. Lucifer isn't even the only one. I guess I do cause them a lot of trouble, but its just tiring to hear them call you a scumbag, or lazy, or an idiot...like, I'm tryin'...
[He glances away. His eyes look a little wet.]
Sorry. I just expected to hear a lecture...even though I know you wouldn't do that.
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I see.
...Apology accepted. [She thinks over her next words carefully.] I don't think it's a bad thing to have people you love who let you know your mistakes from time to time. That's a healthy way to grow. But...
Insults are just... just a way to do exactly the opposite, regardless of intent. Why would anyone want to do better when all they receive is words that belittle them...?
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[Criticism and wanting to change is one thing. Being belittled for evry little thing is another. Mammon sniffles, reaching up to wipe at an ye with a sleeve. There's this simmering feeling of sadness, of guilt, emotions he hasn't experienced all too much...he wonders why they;re being felt now.]
Ah, but I have no say in it. I just have to work hard, I guess. Be the best brother I can be.
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She's going to tentatively cross the distance, pulling out a piece of lilac-colored cloth and carefully pressing it into his free hand. Don't ruin your nice clothes, Mammon!]
Please don't be hard on yourself.
I think I might have really enjoyed to have a brother like you. Indulgence is lovely in small amounts when directed to another person, don't you think?