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THE Mammon ([personal profile] mammoney) wrote2020-02-15 07:30 pm

PCS WITH LUNA

WILL FIND A MEME EVENTUALLY FOR THIS
brokethefirst: (⚙ you fluttered round the yard)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-02-16 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
I see.

[If he's expecting her to be impressed, he might be a little disappointed, since she only falls silent to trace a finger idly over the front cover of the book in her hands.]

Maeterlink was not an author. He was a playwright. There's a work of his named The Blue Bird. It's... important to me.

I know you said that this isn't exactly what you would choose to be doing. But when you can, I'd like you to read it. Not right the second, of course. But... at some point.
brokethefirst: (☼ but happiness)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-02-16 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
[Her smile is warm as she hands the book over, clearly pleased that he didn't put up much of a fight.]

I appreciate it.

Just... take your time, okay? If you can't understand the importance of the Blue Bird, then... well, I don't think you'll really understand what else I might have to explain to you. About me, or about what I might know.

Tell me what you think the children learned, Mammon, and why it's important. Until then... I can't tell you what my plaque means.

I'm sorry.
Edited 2020-02-16 03:20 (UTC)
brokethefirst: (☽ how much I long to be free)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-02-16 03:36 am (UTC)(link)
Is that a bad thing?

[Her hand curls back up at her collarbone again, smile growing more wistful and nostalgic.]

I think everyone is entitled to keep something close to their heart. Sometimes it just... takes some difficult choices to find out who will really understand.
brokethefirst: (⚙ you can't fly away electric bird)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-02-16 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
I wouldn't consider it a waste of time, really. But... I've never had many, um, friends. Or acquaintances. So I suppose it's not my place to talk. [Her fingers fiddle with fabric of her skirt and one of the many, many tulle flowers sewn onto the outer ruffles.]

Still... I'm sure I look suspicious now. Not everyone is going to approach this kindly. Maybe that's paranoid of me.

I just... I want to be careful, I guess.
brokethefirst: (☼ be careful child)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-02-16 03:07 pm (UTC)(link)
...

You... really think that's true?

[There's a delicacy to the question, a waver in her voice.]
brokethefirst: (☼ a little more like knocking)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-02-16 03:59 pm (UTC)(link)
N-no. Of course I don't...

I want to think that's the case, of course. I really, really do. I always want to think the best of humanity. But in this case, I...

[She considers finishing her thought, only for her mouth to close in a thin line, shaking her head.]

I'm sorry.

When you think you have an answer, would you come talk to me again?
brokethefirst: (⚙ someone took your tweet)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-02-16 04:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[And out spreads an actually geuine, happy smile. It's not quite a friendship, but... maybe this is what it felt like? To not be alone?]

Thank you, Mammon.

I hope we see each other soon. I'll be waiting, okay?

Goodbye.

[With one last short nod of her head, she makes for the doorway, her steps a little lighter than they had been on arrival.]