[ It's not a smile, but a softer look that settles on Ayabe's face when he says that, before he casts his eyes down to the ground and bites at his bottom lip. They all tried real fucking hard, and in the end, it didn't even matter. They condemned the wrong person, they wasted so much time on the horse just to be told to forget about it, Ayabe could only help one person but not everybody as a whole.
He's sick and tired and hopeless and it sucks. ]
45 told me last week not to feel too bad about it, that I hadn't caught on to Nikki before she killed Haruka. It's... like that now, too. Feeling bad about it, but don't beat yourself up over it.
[ If. Mammon was doing that in the first place, anyways. Either way, he says it for himself too. ]
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[ It's not a smile, but a softer look that settles on Ayabe's face when he says that, before he casts his eyes down to the ground and bites at his bottom lip. They all tried real fucking hard, and in the end, it didn't even matter. They condemned the wrong person, they wasted so much time on the horse just to be told to forget about it, Ayabe could only help one person but not everybody as a whole.
He's sick and tired and hopeless and it sucks. ]
45 told me last week not to feel too bad about it, that I hadn't caught on to Nikki before she killed Haruka. It's... like that now, too. Feeling bad about it, but don't beat yourself up over it.
[ If. Mammon was doing that in the first place, anyways. Either way, he says it for himself too. ]